Halloween

As weird as it may seem, I hate halloween.  Everyone always gets so pumped up about it but personally I think it's pointless and dumb.  The only good thing about it is that it's close to Christmas.

Jasey Rae, All Time Low

"I've never told a lie, and that makes me a liar.  I've never made a bet but we gamble with desire.  I've never lit a match with intent to start a fire, but recently the flames are getting out of control.  Call me a name, kill me with words.  Forget about me It's what I deserve."

Love that song (:

Fall Break

So I just got back from Maui like three hours ago and it was amazing.
I'm really tired though because the flight lasted all night so I only got about six hours of sleep. 
In Maui we went snorkeling and saw eels and turtles, it was amazing.
I'm also not albino anymore c:
We stayed at this hotel called the Ritz Carlton, It's a five star hotel and it had the coolest pool ever.  Now I'm addicted to mango smoothies that you can order at the pool, they're amazing.

Even though Maui was great, it sucks to have to come back to reality.

Coffee Break by Forever the Sickest Kids

I'm two cups into my coffee break
I'm sitting alone in the cafe front way
Reading all by myself
I'm Turning my cell off just to breathe
'Cause everyone I know just keeps calling me
And I just need a little time

Cause I've overcommitted myself
I guess this is growing up
I'm sleeping so little these days
I guess this is growing up
I'm feeling things are about to change
I'm guessing this is growing up
Yeah, I'm guessing this is growing up

And my mom hates my guts
She has every reason to
From all the things I do
And it breaks me just to know
That I have torn her apart so many times
So many times

Cause I've overcommitted myself
I guess this is growing up
I'm sleeping so little these days.
I guess this is growing up
I'm feeling things are about to change
I'm guessing this is growing up
Oh I'm guessing this is growing up

I don't wanna change, I wanna stay right where I lay
Eyes closed, head down on the pillow,
Better change, before it's too late,
I'm guessing this is growing up...

Now I'm done with my coffee break
I turn on my phone
Now that I've grown up

Homecoming

So I went to homecoming last night and I was actually suprised.  I definitely had the lowest expectations ever because I heard they suck but I had a good time.  Before I went over to my friends house and there was about 10 people there.  We ordered pizza from Garlic Jims and just kinda chilled and got ready.  Then, we headed off to homecoming and at first it was awkward because no one was dancing, it got more fun after about an hour.  Suprisingly, I am impressed with how much fun I had.

Non Fiction Workshop

I'm not going to lie, I am so nervous for the non fiction workshop.  For the poetry workshop I was so excited, but this is really a personal piece of writing.  This is one of the most nagging and terrifying stories of my life.  I don't know why, but I've decided to share it to someone other than just myself.  I just hope that everyone gets it and understands how deep and dark this time was.  If not, I guess it will just be another piece of writing.

iPods

So, I put my iPod through the washing machine (Not on porpose, it was in my pocket.)
I was really pissed because it stopped working and my parents said I had to pay for a new one, and let's be honest, I have like two dollars.
But today, randomly, my moms like, "Well if you just like help out around the house we can get you and iPod."
I was so excited.
Now, I have the new iPod nano and it's pretty sexy (: