Final Blog

I sincerely wish my final blog could be written on a happy note.  Before Wednesday, I loved my life.  It was absolutely perfect.  Then, Wednesday right before this class final, it all came crashing down.  I wish I could have held it together during class, but I was a mess.  ___  was just being so evil.  First, I loved him.  Then, it all fell apart in a DAY.  What relationship falls apart in a day?  Now I can't stop texting him like it's seventh grade or something.  Talk about embarrassing.  And to top of my embarrassment, he doesn't text back.  Awesome.  So long, blog.

Finals and stuff

Ugh, the dreaded finals.  I have heard awful things about finals, but being a freshman I have never had to endure them.  I have been studying sooooo hard for science.  I have an 80.99 in science, talk about borderline.  I am so nervous :/  At least my science final is on a thursday (:

For Christmas, Carter got me this beautiful blue necklace and I have been wearing it ever since (:
I have decided, I love love.

Today

Today is Sunday.  I usually hate Sunday's because I always have that feeling of, gross, I have school tomorrow.  Today was different though because Carter came over and we watched Casper (which is great because I call him Casper haha).  Then we hung out for a while and he left.  It was such a good day (: 
But still, I don't want to go to school tomorrow :/

Thanksgiving

Usually I kind of think of Thanksgiving as the slack off break time.  But, I realized I do have a lot to be thankful for.  I am thankful for my friends, the ones who get me through the day.  I am thankful for Carter, who treats me better than I could ever ask.  I am thankful for my family, they're always there for me.  I am thankful for where I live, I could have it much worse.  This Thanksgiving I am thankful for everything in my life and I wouldn't change a thing.

(:

So, I'm dating this guy named Carter and he's pretty great.  He actually makes me like school, what is that?
I just thought I would vent. (:

Friends

As embarrassing as it may seem, in middle school I always was like stressing about if my friends liked me or if I was annoying them.  Honestly, I was scrambling to fit in, and failing miserably.   But suddenly this year I feel like I have a place in this world.  I never question whether or not I'm bothering my friends and it's just the best feeling ever.  People in the past told me that I would hate high school with a burning passion, but compared to middle school high school is heaven.  I love my friends, and I'm happy to know that the feeling is mutual.
Goodbye Rocky Heights,
Lauren.

Halloween

As weird as it may seem, I hate halloween.  Everyone always gets so pumped up about it but personally I think it's pointless and dumb.  The only good thing about it is that it's close to Christmas.