Non Fiction Workshop

I'm not going to lie, I am so nervous for the non fiction workshop.  For the poetry workshop I was so excited, but this is really a personal piece of writing.  This is one of the most nagging and terrifying stories of my life.  I don't know why, but I've decided to share it to someone other than just myself.  I just hope that everyone gets it and understands how deep and dark this time was.  If not, I guess it will just be another piece of writing.

iPods

So, I put my iPod through the washing machine (Not on porpose, it was in my pocket.)
I was really pissed because it stopped working and my parents said I had to pay for a new one, and let's be honest, I have like two dollars.
But today, randomly, my moms like, "Well if you just like help out around the house we can get you and iPod."
I was so excited.
Now, I have the new iPod nano and it's pretty sexy (:

Music.

All Time Low, I love you.

Minds

Typing...
That's all that's on my mind....

Today

Today I woke up, superrrr tired
Got ready, still tired
Had some gross caffinated tea, not as tired
Got to school early, yayyy...
Went to all my classes, awfullll
Got to lunch and dropped my friends ice cream all over my other friend, a billion apologies and napkins
Got through periods 5 and 6 easily, exciting
Phone taken away in 7th period and then escorted to the office and read the rules, would a sorry suffice?
And yet, it was a pretty great day (:

Him

Love...
It's just supposed to be a fairy tale where you meet one night and suddenly you are just head over heels.  No, it isn't like that at all.  When you do meet that someone it takes time to get to know them and find out if they feel the same way about you, and usually your lucky if they do.  Why waste the time chasing after something that's not there?  Now, you could be falling for a mildly decent guy, or just a jackass who says he loves you but never really means it.  The only experience i've had was the jackass, so I guess I don't know the real feeling.  I guess I'm just hoping to find a guy who shows me that not all love is some bullshit way to break your heart...

Why Are We Here

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately and I don't know why humans are here on Earth...  Thoughts like, are we the only ones?  Who created us?  If God created us where did he come from?  Why is Earth the only known planet that can inhabit humans? Consume my mind day and night.  It may not seem like a very important thought, but really, it is our entire being.  What's more important than that?  I don't know...  Maybe it doesn't matter and I should just not worry about it.  Maybe it is just a nagging thought that won't escape my trembling thoughts.  Maybe I should just leave it be and live.  Maybe...